Well it's been 5 years since I posted my recovery story. Since then, I own my own home, truck, and I do not have to beg, steal, cheat, or lie about anything.
I look back at my life and see all I was doing was numbing all my feelings, emotions, and thoughts, and on top of all that I see all the people I was hurting.
Wow, I wish there was a warning, a book, a class I could have taken, or even had someone explain to me what I was getting myself into. But I think I went through those years for a reason, but I know deep down, that I will do everything in my power to stay away from the devil.
To all those still using that have a chance to read my story, please, if you truly want to get away from your addiction bad enough, I really hope you take half the work you have in your addiction and put it in your recovery.
There are people all over that will be glad to help you, but only you can do it.
Thank you for your time.